I can't seem to find time in my daily life to sit down and write out some kind of schedule, a schedule that will allow me to accomplish all the things that I need to in a day, a schedule that will restore my sanity. I need an hour-by-hour, day-by-day, week-by-week calendar with no interruptions, no forgotten meetings, no last-minute changes. Is that possible? Probably. I'm thinking it will take a lot of work, though, tweaking here and there, but I'm determined.

Went and saw The Pursuit of Happyness last night. It was a really good movie in many respects, but it was very difficult to watch. My emotions were all over the place, which isn't necessarily a bad thing, but as we were planning an evening out, I hadn't really prepared myself to go through most of the emotions I experienced. One of the issues this movie dealt with is homelessness. We live in an area where we see homeless people holding signs pretty much on a daily basis. I have to admit I've become kind of numb to this very familiar scene and this movie made me think about the story behind the person. They're not just someone standing on a corner with a sign. They have a story, reasons they're without a home and family. Now, my personality is such that I really enjoy helping people, so how did I get to a point where seeing someone with no place to sleep at night didn't just break my heart and spur me into action? There are many things I can do to help. I know that I can't end homelessness and maybe that's why I don't even try. Anyway, that's just the tip of the iceberg as far as that one issue this movie has reminded me of.

Then there was the relationship between father and son. (Will Smith and his actual son) Most people would do just about anything to protect their children. This was a beautiful picture of the love you have for your kids and the love they have for you. Oh, the things we can accomplish when we know our children are depending on us. And through all the hardship and guilt that the dad felt, the little boy knew he had a great dad! (Tears were flowing often during this movie)

Then there was the guilt over all I take for granted, a roof over my head, food to eat, clothes to keep me warm, and all of my unnecessary possessions, the guilt I feel for complaining that I had a rough day, which happens too often. Basically, this movie made me feel very grateful for all that I have but guilty at the same time. Like I said, my emotions were all over the place.

My recommendation: This is a must-see movie that you should rent so that you can take breaks (emotionally) when you need to. Also, have tissue on hand.

Not much to write for now. I'm tired from all the time spent setting up my LJ account. You know, picking a layout, theme, etc. Took me half an hour to come up with a username. Anyway, I'm glad to be blogging again.